life's funny.

wrote this awhile ago...but it mos def worth posting...

life's funny how you can have everything and still have nothing......life's funny how when you when you think you're gonna make it where you need to go there's always a detour....life's funny how can everything planned and then it rains and changes everything....life's funny cause plans don't matter.....life's funny when you think you know where you need to go and then realize you do need a hand....life's funny cause the smallest things can seem huge and then looking back they were pretty tiny in the whole picture....life's funny how the picture can seem blurry and then you realize you had the wrong perspective....life's funny cause sometimes getting it out of your system will fix it....life's funny cause sometimes crying does make it better.......life's funny cause you wonder why and then you realize it doesn't matter....life's funny cause sometimes you concentrate on the big things you forget the small things.....life's funny cause the small things are prolly the most important....life's funny cause everything happens for reason but there doesn't have to be a reason for some things to happen......life's funny cause some things take forever to happen but then you look back and wonder where the time went....life's funny how you wish something would happen sooo bad and then you realize you didn't even want that when it does....life's funny cause sometimes we forget that you gotta crawl before we can walk and walk before we can run....life's funny cause we forget that we're not really the ones in the driver's seat....life's funny because you can make a mess of it and then want someone else to clean it up....life's funny cause you can get soo mad you forget what the problem was...life's funny cause you can think you have the biggest problems and then you see what it's like to have problems and you are thankful for your problems....life's funny cause once you figure out how to play you realize that it's not a game....life's funny but we take it too serious and forget to laugh and realize life's funny......

Brain Stew.

Successful. ?

suc·cess·ful

1 : resulting or terminating in success 2 : gaining or having gained success 

suc·cess

Pronunciation:

\sək-ˈses\

1: degree or measure of succeeding b: favorable or desired outcome ; also : the attainment of wealth, favor, or eminence2: one that succeeds

i suppose, 
i just wanna be, 
i just wanna be successful. 

at what point do you feel successful?

when i was working and was making decent money i was feeling pretty successful, but now i question if that was even success.

so whats the next step to success?

that's a question i keep asking myself.

when i find a new job am i successful again?

im not sure i will feel it then.

in my opinion i feel like success is when your doing something you enjoy no matter the pay, the glow or glo-ry... :) (see what i did right there)

can you be lost and successful at the sametime?

i feel kinda lost at the moment...meaning im not sure what the next step is....im not on no gorilla zoe type shit...but im looking for a map right now...

i suppose, 
i just wanna be, 
i just wanna be successful.

random shit.

I like the new Eminem album.

I still haven't found a job.

To be honest I haven't been looking that hard.

I have some pretty dope friends.

Firefly Sweet Tea Vodka is really good.

Unless you drink too much.

I still love Oak Farms chocolate milk.

I'm just sayin.

Money is Hell Of a Drug mixtape is so fucking dope and we need to get that shit out.

And it is true money is a hell of a drug.

One thing I love to do is sit on my back porch and BBQ.

Another thing I love to do is listen to old Jay-Z records. 

Twitter is fucking funny. 

People get twitter-hurt with a quickness and that shit is lame. 

Yes, lame.

Don't leave your twitter signed on around @therealdjkurupt cause he will get your ass. *no rainbow

I seriously have a shoe addiction. 

Sometimes it worries me.

Not really.

I just applied for a job online that uses my skills and I'd like to get it.

My A/C must need to get serviced cause it's hot as hell in the casa.

Casa means house in spanish.

Why is ink so expensive for printers.

I might go hit the beach real soon.

You should come too.

Looks like it's time for bed.

There will be more blogs soon.

That aren't this random.

Last, but not least.

Is Detox ever coming out.

Living the dream.

so in an attempt to fill my boredem of unemployment i decided to blog...i was inspired by reading some friends blogs and well i was bored.

so now i got that out of the way...heeere we go. excited?

at the moment i have just returned to my casa (thats spanish for house) from playing some pool with one of my ex-coworkers (not by our choice of course) and i smell like an ash tray. who knew you could smoke inside of a building on planet earth anymore? anyway to my suprise you can. now my plan is too stay up all night, play some ps3, watch tv and live the dream of unemployment.

i will be updating this as i see fit and that might be when i have nothing to write about. who knows? we shall see. until then, b.eaZy